Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Have i been blindfolded ?


Past are those days when i used to plan everything beforehand,gone are those days when i looked so-so firm and confident of what i am and where exactly i stand in this maze of life.I remember those fantabulous school days,when there were no uncertainities.I used to plan and perhaps know precisely as how my day gonna be the next day.Those were the enticing days when i used to be one of the best students of my class,and every now and then ,i had my pretty teacher patting my back.

Suddenly today it is a hap-hazard and i feel out of place.Dunno where i stand today and where will i be tomorrow.I wake up sometime around six in the morning,get busy with my daily chores,leave for office and get busy there to meet the deadlines,finally to my dismay it is dark and i am exhausted.Now it is time to return home and feed myself with so called dinner.After all this,i am left with a little time which i love to spend with my friend but then interrupts in my techy stuff.Like a woodcutter sharping his axe every now and then ,I am supposed to be updating myself to stay upright(as a darning needle stuck in a board) here in IT field.I have no clue of where i am heading.I am on a journey with out knowing my destination.Is life all about striving hard and winning? If so,then where is the space for Self-realization.The more i achieve,the more i want.Just remembering lines from "where is the love -Black eyed peas"

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Love...and shall be loved


When I am done with all my work and left all alone, the only thing that strikes to me is love. I am lost in my thoughts … I am me and you are with me, sharing who and what I am, filling me with ideas, dreams and hopes for the future. I am a heart, you are my beat, beating rhythmically to my happiness, my fear, my sadness, my excitement, helping me to shine and be all that I can, Clutching to me and protecting me always…

Everything looks so beautiful for me today. I realize that Love, Self-confidence and Friends are the most valuable things. Love is the only thing that can be divided without being diminished and Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together.

Love you all…

Monday, August 08, 2005

getting away from traffic













Travellin in B'lore is a nightmare these days . Today it took one hour for me to ride back home from office, although its harldy 10 min of journey.No proper rules, no sign-boards, lack of proper planning, narrow roads all costing much for people here . If this exists now, can't think about the case after 5 years .

Someone should really work out .....i mean people who carry the Govt Tags

Naming Conventions



These days people are very much strict with naming conventions ,provided they look through the matter twice before commenting on :)

Friday, August 05, 2005

Happy Birthday, Raman

Today is the Raman's birthday, and he is too busy as usual :(
Let me put on record that the dogs and the cat and I luv him.
Actually, I think I miss his little more.
Happy Birthday, Raman- life would be the same even without you :)

back to swimming

ts been about an year that iam giving myself a try with water.There is a eerie feeling when you are in water, suddenly when you are on your own, it seems like a hostile environment...ready to take you in.

With all my prev failure's, last week i headed to pool( B'lore) and had an awesome time there.Water was around 4.5-5 feets ,this time my performance was much much better.

Actually the whole process of swimming is literally unlearning what I have been doing since birth.... here everything is "ulta" (opposite). When you fall (about to drown in water) dont keep your hands down...its legs first (in the process if your leg slips on the tiled floor have a gulp of water....through your nose!!!),you got to breathe in through your mouth and breathe out through your nose, synchronise breathing, paddling the legs and also your hands.

Its All a transformation from "I'm a fish out of water" to "Wow, this is my bay"

Spammi'N being an art ??

What's wrong with People! ?

My yahoo account is full of SPAM...... I'm really fed up of this Delete the spam ... again about 200 spam mails flood it.... its damn disgusting to find such a good service provider mess up itself....

Monday, July 04, 2005

Thinkin Odd

Strange Title...eh??)
Well,

Its really gud thinkin some time back ...ie., the way we came back and where r we right now.Dunno know y this odd thought came to my mind when i was on the very first try with BloGspoT.

Thats y such an odd title found a place in the header