Have i been blindfolded ?

Past are those days when i used to plan everything beforehand,gone are those days when i looked so-so firm and confident of what i am and where exactly i stand in this maze of life.I remember those fantabulous school days,when there were no uncertainities.I used to plan and perhaps know precisely as how my day gonna be the next day.Those were the enticing days when i used to be one of the best students of my class,and every now and then ,i had my pretty teacher patting my back.

Suddenly today it is a hap-hazard and i feel out of place.Dunno where i stand today and where will i be tomorrow.I wake up sometime around six in the morning,get busy with my daily chores,leave for office and get busy there to meet the deadlines,finally to my dismay it is dark and i am exhausted.Now it is time to return home and feed myself with so called dinner.After all this,i am left with a little time which i love to spend with my friend but then interrupts in my techy stuff.Like a woodcutter sharping his axe every now and then ,I am supposed to be updating myself to stay upright(as a darning needle stuck in a board) here in IT field.I have no clue of where i am heading.I am on a journey with out knowing my destination.Is life all about striving hard and winning? If so,then where is the space for Self-realization.The more i achieve,the more i want.Just remembering lines from "where is the love -Black eyed peas"

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above